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1.
start conversations, why do i bother? your concentration's nonexistent. but still, i persist until i'm water under your bridge a current flowing quickly away from your presence the air you are exhaling more than i hoped, a sigh of smoke that dissipates and i relate so squandered. Onward towards the next verse less awk-words more quick turns music captures a moment even if it doesn't exist bogged down by a chorus words i wrote i'm now ignoring those verses burning so toss me & turn me away places place me in situations i can't face maybe i should just keep drinking or go get a new prescription what's the difference
2.
dive? parade my broken spine around outside of her old house the bright side of sunlight's apparent but i'm over it tonight, i'll weigh another day against an open window summary of my life as of recently i keep living like i'm buried in your pocket but to look at you, a shade of blue suddenly distant it's difficult to stomach while your absence instills a passion i'm still struggling with asking to form the words i've heard internally, or on tv and in the back of my mind it plays out to be so perfect i've come to find it isn't too consistent within the moment so i'll collect another mess lending my head to what is left of progress i am useless. it's like saying nothing if you keep it open ended i'm awake and feeling reckless you're the one name on my guest list dive? is it the right time? will i be blessed in the water, or swept up in the rip tide? intuitively depressed, in dreams of watching you undress i find myself smiling at last only to wake up in my solitary bed another night, i'll be asleep we haven't spoken in two weeks just chalk it up to my anxiety
3.
(Tyndall) Consistency? The future is the only thing I see slowly creeping up on me. growing up defines tough luck like throwing up the excess that you slugged to keep you breathing, teach you something even just to wake you up. depraved and righteous life is like this and you'll miss your friends growing roots cement your shoes to the pavement no evasion "i'll just stay here a few more years" to hell with this selfish well-wish helpless? i doubt that have you melted with the tarmac can you not taste how stale this place is yet? are you enslaved and flightless, chained to this island? is it worth waiting for your friendships to end? sleep where you fall keep it surreal let your feet feel the concrete jungle sleep where you fall keep staring at your potential though the rain seems so torrential the sorrow in realizing where we are is all we know and we know nothing's a crushing blow so set your sights on brighter lights and squint your eyes shut the windows, go outside to feel the wind blowing it's nice right? a new life slice tastes better than the antiquated pie come take a bite ______________________________________________________ through advice i give i find myself a hypocrite here at my best still thinking back to summers i spent sleeping in THE shack through this life i've lead i find parts of myself already dead here at the top, everything to lose bury my half broken heart underneath the golden goose
4.
i was halfway to hoping you'd never resume smoking cigarettes and cannabis despite the times i'd always miss in which we'd waste inside a haze inside a day inside a summer to recover i've been drinking heavily i hope you forget me i've been an influence under the influence keeping up barely but somewhat making progress for sixteen months i've been an accident currently happening what would make you believe in me? i'm falling off the coast and you're standing so close both eyes closed our fathers pushing us close in stead the last life i'd lead's breaking off in tatters to clarity again & again i will pull apart my head, scatter all the puzzle pieces create a new self image
5.
Comedown Kid 03:09
start over more often stay sober four months in to make some memories stay to keep your family happy helps take the edge of dying young and reckless it's hard to stay it's hard to go away it's hard to wait the weight is killing me in part i play the part of the wounded too often too soon i've forgotten my place as the heartless, the farthest from grace the artist: the closest to his grave the darkness- the open space- sometimes invites me to stay well, it's as good as bad as ugly but the hood's not so bad for a druggy still it's no place for your face lovely so erase mine from your memory curl up on your cloud above me as the comedown becomes me there's no fix so 86 me from manic to panic from fourth atlantic to my bedroom floor too intent on paying attention to my lack of you beloved solvent, problem solve this before my liver dissolves with the moment!

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Recorded in winter 2012 at Drexel's Studio C by Bad Friends
The talented Amanda Watkins created the artwork. See her other stuff here: nastygrossbarf.tumblr.com


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released February 20, 2013

Infinite thank-you's to Jake and Ian for recording us and putting up with our bullshit. Also, thanks to Shamur, Steinberg, and Kyle Rossi for helping with back up vocals..

Tyndall played the drums, Jroth played the guitar, and Jlance sang the words.

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